Its a new place. They're new people as well.
Its totally a whole new environment.
I really couldn't explain what I have been
feeling these past few days.
At the moment when i am writing this post,
i'm riding a train headed to my home.
A lot may have happened recently.
I was able to see places i've never been
and explore this part of me i haven't seen.
All through the help of a close friend.
I've been missing alot of people.
And i guess i'll be missing them more in the comming days.
It was a long journey,
but I was able to reach what I have always been wanting to go.
It was not an easy road, perhaps,
a long and winding one for someone like me.
That alone have challenged me
both physically and emotionally.
It has almost already been a year
since the time i found myself smiling
while riding a train to our city.
During the last four seasons of my life,
i've had these people beside me.
And definitely through rain or shine, they never left.
Yes. Perhaps in distance, but never in heart.
I was thankful to meet them all.
God knows how much I appreciate their presence with me
as I faced the brand new world I am living in right now.
They've became a part of my special past,
that no matter what happens, on wherever
part of the world I may have gone,
will never be erased or fade.
Whenever a chapter of my life ends,
i always get too emotional.
There's always a pinch of pain in my chest.
As i look at the window,
i see a definite horizon...
A convergence of heaven and earth...
A mirage of happiness and pain...
And a departure of memories.
This is the here and the now.
And in the coming days, I'll meet new people
through space and time.I gotta go...
No matter how painful it is,
i gotta make my dreams come true.
Meeting you was written at the palm of hands.
And having these memories were already chisseled
in my heart long before the happened
-in the deepest part of my heart.
No matter how far this train will drive me,
I'll never stop. I'll never let go. :)
-Hayasaki Yuya
06.02.2011