Oh! 2007 is over and we're now headed to a new age. With all the things happened to me, i would say that it has been a tough and very long year for me. How 'bout you? Well, all i want to say is "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" and "GoodLuck" to you this new year...2008 is a fresh start to all of us and i want you to enjoy this era. Keep Smiling no matter what happens.. Again, Happy New YEAR!... Hope to be with you 'till the end...
~Hayasaki~.
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We celebrated the New Year's Eve flambuoyantly. and ofcourse, as a tradition (my tradition) i went up to our rooftop to watch fireworks...hahaha, favorite ko yata Yon at aysus! wala akong pakialam kahit mahulugan pa ako ng stick ng Lusis or ng kung ano mang paputok sa taas. hahahha..
This morning, i woke up at 8:20 and i really can't believe that it's already 2008. Haaaayz! another year to tackle... and another age to be gained. This year, i wonder what would happen to me, i wonder what are the things that come to me and the lessons that i might learn while walking forward into the future. If there are words that i wan't to say right now, it's no other than "Thank GoD, i'm still alive until this year" and "thank god that all my love ones are safe until today". Right now, just thinking of those things, i couldn't ask for more.
Haaaayz. "Kahit medyo walang Love Life" ngayon, 2007 has been a memorAble year for me and i hope that this year, i'll grow and find more of my true self. I want to keep those memories inside of me neatLy... And when i look back, i want to say that "Oh! it was 2007 when that thing happened". So, gudluck guys this year. and keep living, no matter what happens... i'll be here for all of you, with all my sense... with ~My ALL~
Y2k7 is almost over... and as it bids farewell to all of us, i would like to thank God for being kind, gentle and warm while guiding me into a new age., With all the things that happenedthis year, i should say that it has been a very long and memorable year on my part. Sad and Happy things came side by side. Different people came and gone towards their own fated paths. And like them, i grew and learned many lessons as the age moved.
I was hurt, lost at my own senses and learned by my own strength. I turned myself on something and found new treasures that i will keep inside my heart for a very long time.
Tommorow, i hope as the new era begin, i want to become stronger and have More courage and hope to walk forward into new begginings..
The days that i've passed through were somehow fast and i feel like wanting to go back at those times though i know that it is impossible... But maybe that's the reason why i want to lock away the memories inside me beautifuly and gently. We may always look back or keep walking forward in order to protect something. And one thing i wonder, it's been awhile since i lost something important; something i've protected with all my senses for a very long time.
The wind is very cold... and i feel like frozen by the wind; unable to speak, and move... Frozen... all my flesh and muscles are frozen... and like an ice, somehow, i am being cold to everything; perhaps to everyone.
"I want to hear that voice from somewhere again; I want to feel the warmth from that person's arms once again..." i always say.
But right now, if one of my wishes would come true, i may never utter a single wish. why? because i have so many wishes that i don't want to be realized alone.
I am changing... and that's the reality
I met new people and stayed with the same people that i've been with everyday. And because of that, i'm living. I always pray that the last days of my life will be precious. And i want to be rememberd as a person of my own identity.
I'm not sad at all... Honestly, as time goes one, one by one, i forget those memories with all my strength. That's why right now, i am proud to say that im happy ... and contented with everything that i have.
The sky isn't clear... But there's something behind those clouds.
I looked up, and raised my hands... wondering how far these bare hands could reach. I looked around and whispered something... wondering how this almost soundless voice could be heard by someone i respect and love... And i looked forward and shouted, wondering how this strong voice could reach everyone's ears.
The end is near... and another Era will start.
And as the year ends, i want to see everything around me beautiful... As i look forward and face every change that exists on my path...
Di man halata, haay nakuh... i recieved countless gifts this christmass... and majority of them, i never knew the date and time when they arrived at my doorsteps. And some, i think, will never be compensated by any amounts.... Just wanna tell you some :
i received keychains from some of my friends
woooah! cash!
ehemm, concert tickets para sa isang concert next year
new software para sa Bisyo koh...
ang LEAK ng new album ni Ayumi Hamasaki... waaah! i'm GUILTY!
A mug of Starbucks Ezpresso from Someone
Syempre, Greeting Cards!
Tonetoneladang Comments sa Friendster
ehem,,, friend requests nden... ahaha
Literal toh! I have a new pet... pero d ko pa kasama... thanks dad!
Ayan! oh diba? ansaya anuh? pero malamang, hndi lang yan... kase karamihan, immaterial things... I'm Very Very Thankful....
to be able to spend the christmas with my family
i Met a new friend... hahah,. kilala mo kung sino kah. "everynight"
To live until this christmas day... weeeh! my 18th Christmas.
to have friends who are at my side everytime
Woooh! sa mga fans... ahehehe
for having "Bez!"
for surpassing every problem that i had until this moment.
for being a good child (asus~!) and a friend (22o yan!)
for everything that i see...
for having all my senses complete and healthy
and for the smallest particle that i breath...
Haaaay, siguro iLan lang yan sa mga dahilan kung baket ako napakasaya... Pero one thing na ngpapasaya sa aken ngayon eh ung software... weeeh! i have 2 new songs (http://hayasaki06.multiply.com/music) ... check nyo ah...
Un lang naman... hehe, again! merry xmas to all! i Love you all... PS> Si KiAn, ung new fwend koh, sya nagpapasaya saken ngaUn ... hahaha...
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