Atlast, we've just welcomed the new year. Same scenery above but different view from below... LOL... i'm not really playing words but that is what i thought when 2009 entered... When the clock turned 12:00, i suddenly realized many things... yeah, they're quite simple but... uhmmm... just let me tell you some of them:

            - The very first thing i was doing when the year y2k9 entered is singing...
            - The very first song i sang and heard was Ayumi Hamasaki's "Theme of A-nation '03".
            - The very first food i ate this year is... "Asado"... ehe
            - The very first person who texted me and i texted was Seiji! (^__^)

            Hahaha! These are just some... but more than this, i thought of a certain idea... that makes me sad whenever it cross my mind... Lately, i just realized that this even might be my last new year's celebration here on this place... i know its not really sure but i'm also aware that it's possible...

            I suddenly thought of my friends and my family... surely, i'll miss them... There are sooooo many things that will surely happen to me this year ~~My graduation, my first job, and the thought of being away from my friends and other family members...

            I'm not sure if i'm ready for those but hopefully, i want to have a good Life this year... like what i've said to them, Life your life to the fullest,,, i mean, do your best and make your every action your best shot! Yey! hehe...

           Oh my... i suddenly missed 2008. huhu.. but i'm happy... for meeting the new year of OX... BonJour 2009... be gentle to me ok!? hehe,,.. Ahhh... im kinda sleepy... gotta clean the mess here and then i'm off to bed... Gudmorning guys and happy new year! (^__^)

            Whenever i turn myself into something new, i see to it that i'll do my best to make that something new wonderful... That's what i think... And hours from now, we'll be headed into a new age... a new year and a new beginning... Many memories have crossed my road this year... I experienced many things and i am proud to say that i enjoyed the year alot... There were  some dark days but surely, they've taught me certain lessons. And right now, all i want to say is Thank You...

            To God, for giving me life and protecting me to able to reach this day...To You, who shared your laughs and tears to me... To You, who showed me something beautiful in this life. To You, who made me understand the hardships we may have... To You, who taught me the real meaning of LOVE...To You, who never gave up on cheering me up until the end... To You, who endlessly pouring me wonderful knowledge... and To You, who continuosly supports me whenever i fall on my knees.

            Thank You...

            These two words aren't just enought to pay the things i've had from those persons living and supporting me on this road i chose to take. One year, i think, is not enought to see this game called life... and now, im hoping to have more years of living...

            I treasured time as possible as i can... and because of that, i can face the new era with all my heart and senses... With the people around me,... and this place, where i had so much memories which i'll be missing so much when my time comes...

            Make every moment your best shot... Do Your Best... and you'll see, you'll be the happiest person you'll ever be...

            Happy New Year Every One... Bon Jour 2009...

            "Sometime in my past, i had this friend... a good and such a loving friend... no matter what happens, she'd been at my side ever since i was in grade school until i entered college, she was still there beside me... and now, all i can say is that i missed her a lot... that i wish to go back to the times when she's still here..."

             This morning, i had the chance to watch a very promising, touching and wonderful movie. It tackles about the friendship between a dog and a human. It also shows how these two different individuals can create and live a harmonious relationship despite the fact that they're different, and that, they can love and protect each other all the times... Many say that having a pet is like having a child... you'll have so many responsibilities to do... more so, your time will be sliced for yours and your pet... But somehow, all the hardships you feel will surely go away by just seeing you dog happy and growing up with you... That's true... and i've just realized those things right after watching the movie...

            When i was in 4th grade, i had this dog named "Bam-Bam". I'm not quite sure what breed she was but for me, she's the prettiest and most lovable dog i'd ever had in my life... Because i grew up without anyone on my side expect my aunties and uncles plus my couzins and friends, i only had her and treated her as my family... I still remember those days when i'm crying because of loneliness, i cry beside her and tell everything that i want to say, not knowing if she'll understand what i say or not.. ehe... When i got home from school, she was the first one, if not, the only one who'll greet me... 

            For years, she'd been a great friend of mine... But as i grew up and became busy with many things, i lacked attention to her... to the point that i almost forgot that she's also growing up and getting old... I noticed that... and did everything to cheer her up... When i began caring for her again, i can see her returning to her old self... the friend who's flambuoyantly wiggling her tail and barking everytime she sees me... And days gone by...  I returned to Japan and once again, we're separated... i didn't knew what happened next to her but when i got back here, i was so depressed when i heard that she already died... Without knowing what's the real reason why that sad thing happened...

            I kept my tears hidden but during the first night i was left alone, that very moment, i suddenly bursted into tears... i cannot do anything,.. i missed her a lot but i couldn't turn back the time...The thought that while i was enjoying my vacation on that place, she's suffering here and died with an unknown reason is so painful for me...

            Then, several years passed and here i am now, reminiscing the past with my late fellow bestfriend... Right after watching the movie, i cried a lot... really... i missed her once again... and if i can just turn back the time, i could have been more responsible for her... i could have taken care for her with all my heart and with all my senses... for me... i can no longer have such a good fellow like her... i missed her a lot... really... (T__T)

~My Childhood Friend~

            Yesterday might be one of the most memorable moments i've ever had in my life. We went to Laguna to attend "Baby Alex's Baptismal". and take note, i'm one of her ninongs. hehe! I couldn't understand how i feel during the ceremony and when i put a cross on her forehead and lit the candle which i'm holding, i felt at ease and thought of a certain idea...

            "This is a new responsibility...." i thought.

            The priest was right on his words. Though nung time na yon, natatakot ako kase may kasungitan yung pare.. hehe! Akalain moh... may ganun pa pala... hehe! Bsta... going back, the priest was right. Hindi lang kinukuha ang mga ninong at ninang just for decorations. Sabi nya, there are the parents' co-workers in giving the child a good life and well-breeding. LOL! Kaya yun... i just wish na hanggang sa huli, andito ako sa likod ni Baby Alex. hehe! I should watch her grow! hehe...

            Allright! Then the food came. Dami kong kinain... hehe. ang nakakatawa, hindi ko alam ang tawag sa mga kinain koh except Lechon, Buko-pandan, at Carbonara... hayz! ehe.. nagugutom ulet ako nyan!

            So yun... the day went well unti nung pauwi na kame... nasiraan kame ng car sa may express-way! Akalain mo un!? haha.. buti nalang ok pa energy ko and with the help of some children, naitulak namen ung car hanggang sa loob ng tollgate sa may Angeles Exit. hahahaha!

            Akalain mo talaga! Ako!? hehe.... Nagtutulak ng sasakyan sa may expressway!? haha.. thought nakakapagod, nag-enjoy talaga ako kase first ever experience ko iyon.. haha! Tumambay tuloy kami nang di oras sa harap ng ginagawang Marquee mall! hahaha... Thank god, pinuntahan kame ng cousin ko para hilahin nalang yung car. wehehehe,... gosh! Such a day! ehe... so yun lng naman guys... naishare ko lang.. ehe. mwah!

ehe, bagong gising... paalis palang! (^__^)

ung Crucifix ng church na pinuntahan namen (^_^)

ayan na'ko pagkatapos magtulak ng car.. hehe! mukhang ewan na.

lovely...