Goodmorning... A few minutes ago, the month of August (2008) had just ended. So far, i have gathered soooooooo much memories within this month... And i proud to say that most of these memories are "HAPPY MEMORIES"

            There are so many things happened to me within this memorable month. How can i explain this...? as if there is some sort of special aura that covers my whole body right now... uhmmm... yeah... i'm happy... i'm calm... and as if, i already realized that i should be contented... It has been already a year since i've set that man free. And i know that he's happy right now. Remembering the past, and comparing myself from that period of time last year, i can say that i am much stronger right now. Though it feels like something is really missing, i want it to be that way ~for him, and ofcourse, for my own growth. Should i say, "he's really an unforgettable man"... I miss him so much. And until now, i'm still wondering if those things we shared during those days will come once again...

            The sky is blue. The wind became a little bit colder. The leaves slowly falls into the ground as a sign for a new season... The new month has arrived, and yet, i want these beautiful memories to stay as what they used to be.

            As days becomes shorter... As days go fast... I want to live stronger... happier... and more honest than what i've been since yesterday...

            Von Voyage! C'est La'vice Septyembri (^___^)

            Hahahahahahhahahahah!

            i'm sleepy... i'm happy... that day is soooooooon!

            Haaaaays... Days have gone really fast. Natapos na den ang intrams namen... and i'm proud to say that our Institute grabbed the OVER-ALL Champion's place as well as the winner for the much awaited "Cheer Dance Competition"... yey! So happi! ahehe., Well, masaya ang day.

            Umaga palang, Gala doon, gala dito na ang drama koh! ahehe... with my  co-samanpac members. Syempre... medyo napaaga ung lunch namen kase kyLangan naming humanap na ng pwesto sa Multi ng mas maaga! ehehe... kamusta naman divah? Baka biglang dumagsa mga pipoL, tapoz, wala na kameng maaUz na mauupuan.!   

            Eniweiz,.... one of the main reazon that made me so much happy today iz because.... OMG! Complete ang day ko... nakita ko silang lahat! Si F.B.I. (heheheh. na super galing palang gumiling! hmft! angwapo nya kanina!), si Paul Ashley....( aheemm, ewan koh... hndi ko na sya crush pero natutuwa parin ako pag nakikita ko sya!) and si Jords... (Haaa!? bat andito toh? eheh./. ou yata! Crush ko na ulet yata sya... back to basics ulet!? ahaha)... yon na un! Muntik ko pang makasakay sa Jeep si FBI! hmmfft... kung wala lang akong kasama kanina, sinundan ko sna sya hnggang sa bahay nya eh! ahahahah

            And.... yah,... nag-SM kame ng mga pinsan koh (Si ate Kaye, Girlie, and Me) and nag-watch ng "First Time" starring KC Concepcion and Papa Richard Gutierrez! hahaha.... maganda ung movie! infairness...

           One bad comment that i would say to me today is that, "WAAAAAAH! I SPENT TOOOOOOO MUCH MONEY!" huhuhu....

            Grabeh! naiinis ako sa sarili koh... i planned to make ipon para makabili na ako ng vahgong Fone,.. and then, sinumpong nananaman ako ng pagiging waldasero! haaaaaaayz!

            So far, un lang naman guys... im gonna sleep nah nyan later... ehe

            Nyt2x! such a tiring... but of a happy and exciting day had ended. mwah!

            HI guys! kamusta naman kau? ehem... before anything else, don't get mad at me incase nakakita kaU ng wrong spelling dto kase, nangungunsumi ako sa keyboard na gamit koh! ahahahah... infairness, for the first time ever in my BLOGGING history, i am typing this post from an internet shop...

            At baket nmaman po pala ako naligaw dito? Ehehehe! naimpluwensyaahan lang ako ng mga frends ko (R-Jay and Paul) na mag-DotA kaya ayun! andito ako! ehehehe...

            Eniweiz... medyo masaya ako today... kase,. super haba ng tym na nakita ko ang Crush koh! infairness, muntik na kaming maging close... kanina kase, my other co-SAMANPAC members were about to introduce me to him... ahmmm... haaaayz! sinumpong ako ng ShyNess! 

            Anu vah!

            Ahahahah! Sayang anoh? ayan! well.... it's very overwhelming to know na Open naman daw syang makipag-Close saken... after one of my friends told him na may sum1 na gus2ng mkpagClose sa kanya! and take note!!! hahaha... ung number ko pa ang hinihingi... kaya ayun! namromroblema ako kung bibigay ko ba o hndi kase super sure ako na kilala na nya nmumber ko! hahaha.... kaya, im planning to buy a new sim para sa kanya! ehehe

            Well.... this morning... nagkita kame ni Jordz... ansayasaya... na-realize ko, angKyut parin nya sa paningin ko kahit ilang months na den kame hindi ganon ka-close... uhmmm... i asked him kung maglalaro sya.. and with gestures,. sinagot nya ako.... "ahhh, basketball?" sabi ko... and then, tumango sya... and nag-SMILE!

            Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! kinilig naman kao don!

            Haaaaaaaaaaaaaayz. parang kelan lang.. last year, i was sooooooo into watching his games kase nagagalit sya if wala ako (or hindi nya ako nakita)... ngayon, after these usual smiles and hello, we went back into our own goal that moment... ehehe.... time has changed many things sabi ko nga...

            Eniweiz, kasama ko sila Paul and R-Jay ngaun... gotta say ByeBye nah!

            Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

            Alas! The happiest and the most colorful day of my town has arrived. The sun hides behind the thick slenders of cloud. The wind is warm. People are restless ~walking from road to road, place to place and house to house. It's not because they're tired... but because of their wants to taste delicacies by the town people.

            It has been always like this every 24th of August. Festive! And i will always be remembering this day unlike the other years of "me" being on this event. I'm a person who always go to events like this ~Loud, Free and Wild... Somehow, events like this can help people to forget their problems --no matter how painful it is, the joy which lingers around can be felt by them.

            Friends, lovers, and individuals wander around the town; looking for a thing, a company or a time for themselves.  There i was, looking up to the sky... watching the FIREWORKS burst as i lay myself beside Him...

            Peaceful.

            For a long time, it was just at that moment when i felt that kind of comfort. I never understood such peaceful momentum, but all i am aware about is that i'm comfortable beside him.

            There is no sound around me. The voice i was hearing was his. The music, the beats, and the lights makes this day perfect. And surely, there is nothing more perfect than spending the rest of the night with him; walking the streets with him; watching the spectacles with him; and watching those beautiful lights bursting above us... How can i describe this feeling? How can i understand what my heart wants to shout? Is it really something special or just being thrown and blown by the warm wind of the night? Like that special person from my memory, i always want to spend more time with him... though i'm not sure if it'll be like "Forever".

            As my fingers touched his hands, reality came into me. It's not that i can never be the same to him as before... but the thing is, People really change. I never wanted to change,.. It's sad. I can never go back to that time when i have no idea who he is.

            Never.

            Sooner, the day ended as i bid farewell to him....

            Leaving those questions unanswered...

            Can i  ever see this kind of Festive Memory with him once again?