Five minutes from now, i'll be leaving my teen age stage.

I don't really have any idea about what could be the
things that will happen after this midnight. However,

i'm pretty excited about this change.

I loved it.

7 years of being a teen ager isn't something that
one might forget easily...

I met so many friends...

I experienced new adventures...

So much had changed with me, i guess...

But whenever i turn around...

under the sky of wherever's place,

i'm sure that i'll always remember these beautiful memories
i had as a teen-ager...

Thanks to you, who became a part of these years...

I Still have more RUN to go! Life is beautiful.

That's what i'll always shout! XD

Thank you! From the bottom of my heart., LOL

<3 -yuuya

            Honestly speaking, as of this moment, i could say that i'm still under the influence of alchohol. I just got back home from an unexpected birthday celebration -which turned out into a pool of emotions. Joy and drama came side by side earlier... but no matter what, i didn't remove my hands to my friend's back at the moment when he's crying. Well, though i'm still dizzy because of that vodka i drunk earlier, i know and truthfully understand the words that i am saying RIGHT NOW!

             I've been a good friend. I believe that i did my best part of being true to every friend that i meet. I don't know why... And i don't think of any negative thing of having them. I feel blessed, and i never felt alone by having them by my side.

            Because I Love my FRIENDS.

            Yeah, i've became the person i am right now, not because i have these friends but because of the love that i give to each and every one of them. Because i Love my friends, i discovered many things. Because i Love my friends, i became able to reach the places that i never thought that i'll be there.

            Well, yeah. I guess it's time for me to say that becaue I Love my friends, i tend to forget or ignore the things that are actually meant for me.

            Know what, i really don't want to leave this place, primarily because this is where i grew up and lastly, this is where my friends are.

            As i leave the venue a couple of hours ago, i felt a pinch of pain in my chest. Probably because once again, i was so overwhelmed with what happened to the point that it became one of those beautiful memories that will surely make me cry someday.

            Much about it. I'm off to bed now. ^_^. gudnyt .

            Wooooh yeah! I just woke up from a very deep dream. Until now, i can still feel the madness and the bad-ass-ness that we did last night. Haha. I got home at around 2:30 am this morning and geeee, i feel so dizzy until this moment that i am typing these words that you're reading. Well, what really happened isn't something funny yet, something memorable rather!

            Yesterday was my friend's birthday celebration. We got drunk. We sang up to our very last limits with that Videoke machine that they've borrowed. Geez, that was fun. I was expecting to be home after that... but then... the gang decided to take a STROLL to a nearby city.

            I thought i was going to die! hahahaha

            We got busted. because of "over-loading". We ran out of gasoline at times. Some of the bikes we used had some problems as well. We did this and that, these and those. LOL! We laughed out loud to our very last breath. And i guess, because of what happened, i could say that yes. I'm happy with them. No matter what. Even if i'll meet new friends in that land, i won't ever forget all of these "bull-shitnes" that we've done! lol

            Anyway...

            yesterday morning, i also spent my time with my classmates. I dunno why but i feel like the whole day, i spent much of my time laughing. That was one of the happiest days i've ever had in my life i guess. Somehow, i forgot the sadness that i've feeling these past few days. And somehow, that memories that will surely make me cry in the near future has doubled. I can't explain it why but that 's what i felt. LOL.

            My head is breaking. I need to sleep again. LOL. See you around fellas!

            As i took my lunch yesterday, i recieved a phone call from a company where i recently applied, giving me a notice that our training will start at 8am today. However, I already made up my mind not to come. Yes. I don't want to do it anymore.

            It's not because i found it difficult but i found it much unfair rather. I wanted to have a job and be employed in a good company.

            But based on what i've saw, i should say that i made a wrong move this time.

            I'm not saying that it's a bad company but... yeah... i found myself unsatisfied with what they've done with me. Nah. It's not that big ...but as early as now, i don't want to have regrets later on.

            I can't help myself but to compare this one with my previous employer. And because with what happened, it proved a lot to me that iQor is still better. If only i could go back to those times. ...nah, i'm starting again. hahahah

            Anyways... little by little, i'm setting up my mind about my departure. There is no exact date yet but i'm preparing myself physically, mentally and emotionally. Because i've decided to go back there now. I won't look for another job here anymore because i'll be going HOME in the near future.

            What should i expect from now?

            I'm not certain. I just want to live my life right now with no Regrets.