Hi guys... how are ya'll doin? haha! infairness, i discovered something! ohhhh. uhmm. how to say this!? yeah! i wrote some Haiku to be submitted as my projects in Afro-Asian Lit! haha.. kaka-enjoy pala mag-gawa ng Haiku no? eniweiz... here are the Haiku that i wrote... hope you enjoy! LOL!

Rain

Everyone watches,

The raindrops falling outside;

While sharing stories…

Wind

The wind blows cold here,

Strong and fierce like a tiger;

Unconquered and free…

Sky

I looked up above,

And smiled to the sky alone;

It smiled back to me…

Fire

Like a fire that burns,

The words I say might hurt you;

So I'll turn them off…

Earth

We lived here since then,

And forgot that it's not ours;

Let's make it better…

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            "The road we took last night was rainy. But now, the sun shines brightly upon us all. We are one. with one goal and one ambition. The passion and life of ours is what i call and consider a big part of what i am right now... ~acting~"

            The night's even was of a spectacular one. I can still imagine how the crowd managed to explore and experience the fruit of our hardships. I'm happy. But i'm not contented. There are these people whom i share my smiles and cries whenever i'm not alone. This is MY STAGE... and somewhat, i can also call this "MY HOME". It has almost been 6 years since i've found my second family. SAMANPAC. and ofcourse, i'm very thankful and happy to meet them.

            I love what i am doing...

            This tagline is what i often say everytime someone asks me why i chose to stay at the organization. At first, i'm not really sure about my purpose. But as time goes by, i meet different kinds of people. They'll come and go. Sadness and Happiness always pile up everytime i see them walk away. But yeah, i should accept that fact. ~They'll always be a part of this Family whenever they'll go.

            I could say that SAMANPAC played a HUGGGGGGGGGEEE part in my life and a reason why i've gone at this place so far. That why i love our this Organization, and i will never forget it no matter how far and how long will i be from them.

            I just shared this thought because right now, i'm afraid...

            I'm just so afraid to leave them...

            If i could just control the time... and let those precious memories happen again... i would... right here on this place. somewhere in my heart is what i call....

            ~MY STAGE.

            Last night, as i travelled my journey back home, i can see the silhouette made by the bright full moon to the huge clouds that rest at the top of a distant mountain. It was such a magical and wonderful scenery for me to see. I'm terrified... I'm convinced...

            It's beautiful. It's peaceful.

            The thoughts that linger inside my mind were somehow, calmed. I just couldn't say anything. All i feel is that, that thing i saw is once of a memorable treasure for me. Looking back at my past, the moon has become one of the things i adore. I don't know why or how... but it started when i met that person... and until now, those memories we've made are still shining...

            We ended in a sad way...

            But after all, we met again... and showed our usual smiles... I missed that person... but not in the same way as before... And now, after all... i accepted the fact... that WE WILL BE STRANGERS ANYMORE. I can never erase him inside my head... Can i be happier? i asked myself... Right now... all i have to love more than anything else is myself. And it's decided.

             I'm sick of you right now. You pissed me and gave me everything that can make me feel dissapointed towards you. After the night's storm, i can now see the light... And you'll never be on my shadows anymore... Yeah... you're as sick as a shit. I mean it... and i know, you deserve to be burnt.

            I've longed for someone who'll stay and protect me. Yeah... You came, and gave me you're playful words. Its very funny to know that you've got my trust easily. But right now, i can't understand how i feel... Where'd you gone? You went away... clinging you're shame infront of me. Can we never act as same as before? Is it my fault or yours?

            Tell me!

            Seriousness is all i need. And you said that as many times as i asked about it to you. You agreed. Said everything just to please me and make me stay at your side.... but unknowingly... you're doing some shit on me while i'm not around.

            Hey! Trasher!

            Can you ever be yourself even just for a moment?

            Can you tell me everything you feel when we at each other's side?

            You're playing with me. And you're not aware that i'm playing with as well.

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            This is for the person who plays with me right now....

            The one who gives shit at me and treat me as a jerk...

            You wanna play with me? SURE!

            Let's PLAY and you'll know who'll win eventually