"iQor is happy for having you..."

            When i heard those words, i couldn't really understand what i felt at that moment. "Hey! that is something!" i said to myself. Well, its not because i really love being told stuffs like that but i guess, hearing those words from an account trainer is something i should say, "priceless".

            Just got home. I'm surely exhausted this time however, like yesterday, i had so much fun. I got to know my classmates better. I had more info about the account which i'll be workng with in the comming days. I heard that i'm being appreciated -and that alone could restore my divinity from all of the exhaustions that  feel.

            Well, yeah. I guess i gotta prepare myself to bed now. See you guys. :)

            Tadaima!!!! I'm home! LOL. I just got home from our training. I could say that i had been a pretty long day but i could also say that i had a lot of fun! I really enjoyed it. -a lot. This day starts my 2nd adventure in that company. I know that had lots of hardships and mistakes back then but... i guess i'm now ready to face it and correct whatever mess i have done in my life sometime ago.

            Now, i really feel so thankful with this chance and i feel like i'll be staying longer with them this time! I know that all i have to do is do my job, do no wrong and have a good life all the way as i see myself under that same old roof once again.

            I met a lot of new friends. Their fun and i really enjoyed their company. But there's nothing more fun than seeing those old fellas i had at my side back then. That was so amazing! I really love it!... nah, i guess that's all for now. Gotta sleep ASAP :)

            Well, yeah. "Goodbye ASAP, Hello enSemble!" :)

            I'm joining SPRINT this time. I'm sad bcause i'm so missing Metro so much but, its something different so i'll enjoy it as much i enjoyed metro. See yah guys! ^-^

         ...then the scenery that i was seeing started to get blurry, as if something is pulling me of the track where i'm running at that moment, as if, i stumbled down into a hole and has been eaten by the earth. I heard a strange noise and it was too late when i realized that it was my mobile phone, giving an awakening sound to wake me up. Then i realized that everything were just mere dreams. I looked at the clocked and learned that it was around 12:30am. Well, i woke up earlier at that moment. I stood up and prepared myself for another great day that was awaiting me. I walked to our town place and rode a jeepney that'll take me to a city. Then, i stepped out and rode another one. When i arrived at the place, i noticed the business of it despite the deepness of the night. The bus arrived, i went inside and found a comfortable place for me. My other friends arrived as well. I was glad to meet them up again. We shared stories until we realized that we're on that place finally. I went straight to the locker room and put my bag into my locker. Then, i went to the floor and started another busy day.

            I had the first call. Since then, i recieved a lot of calls... from the kindest customer to the racist one, to the stereotypical ghetto nigga one... to a grandpa, a latina, a housewife, a student, a girlfriend, a gay, lesbian, old, young blah blah blah customers. I looked at the wall clocked and learned that it's alread 12noon. Finally, the day is over... i logged out, went outside to the locker room, got my stuffs and waited for the bus 'tilli found myself at home again.

            Day after day, that was the kind of life i had when i worked. It's not that i'm a workaholic type of person but i was really into it. I got tired and stopped working. But somehow, there existed a pinch of pain in my chest when i left that place. Somehow, i missed it a lot. And after a couple of months, i was given a chance to go back. And now, as of this very moment, i'm only counting hours before that moment when i'll finally go back to that place.

            I'm afraid, yet excited.

           That's how i feel right now. I can feel that i'm not totally ready for this, but surely, i still want to continue and fight. I didn't even sleep this night so that i may fall asleep easily tomorrow. haha! Because i'm pretty sure that i'll have difficulties in catching some sleep because of the excitement that i'm feeling right now. LOL

            Well, this is absolutely a new journey. A new story. A new season for my iQor escapade (ooops, i wasn't supposed to tell it as early as now. haha!) Anyways, i'm excited. That's it! And i guess that would explain why i'm gettin' hyped this past few days.   

            I'M GOING BACK!

            "Are you ready?"

            Once again, i gazed above that clear blue sky and felt the ever changing wind that blows around me. I say "i guess, i deserve what happened." I couldn't believe it at all that i'll be coming back to that place and that fact alone, makes it harder for me to sleep because honestly speaking, i am getting excited to go back. I really don't know how to put it but, i guess this time, i'll see to it that i'll be better that the "me" back then.

            Too much has happened and enough has been changed. Now, i could say from the bottom of my heart that i really deserve this new oportunity to try this road once again. I deserve this chance to correct all of the mistakes i've done before, and pull the best out of me in this new track that i'll run in the coming days.

            What makes me sad afterall?

            Somehow, it's painful for me to take this path again... because i know it to myself that i'll miss those friends that i had along the way during those hard and unseemingly beautiful days of my life. Saddening, that i'll go ahead of them... ahead of those people i had during those days when i couldn't think of any path to take, those people who didn't left me... those who stood beside me, facing those painful days together. Thank you guys, and i'll miss you so much for we might not be able to hang out often in the near future, unlike those days...

            Last night, i felt so relieved when i saw the offer letter on my mail box. Without hesitation, i downloaded the file and did the instructions that the woman i've talked to the other night told me to do.

            "I Accept."

            That what i've clicked as a cue that i'm ready for a new battle. Honestly speaking, i'm not really aiming for something great but surely, i'll aim for the best. I know their quite similar however, i treat "BEST" and "GREAT" different, and there's a story behind that. :)

             Well, as of now, i'm still waiting for another call. A call that would decide if i'll stay with my previous project or i'll be assigned into another one. But actually, i am hoping to stay with my previous one... i don't really know why but that's what i want it to be... Anyways, i'm really glad because i'm about to live that kind of life once again, be it painful or not, be it a tear or smile, i want to be happy and i want to give my best in every single thing i'll do. This time, i'll grab it! Yeah! I'm sure.

            Here i am... and as of this moment, i am Gettin' there :)