...then the scenery that i was seeing started to get blurry, as if something is pulling me of the track where i'm running at that moment, as if, i stumbled down into a hole and has been eaten by the earth. I heard a strange noise and it was too late when i realized that it was my mobile phone, giving an awakening sound to wake me up. Then i realized that everything were just mere dreams. I looked at the clocked and learned that it was around 12:30am. Well, i woke up earlier at that moment. I stood up and prepared myself for another great day that was awaiting me. I walked to our town place and rode a jeepney that'll take me to a city. Then, i stepped out and rode another one. When i arrived at the place, i noticed the business of it despite the deepness of the night. The bus arrived, i went inside and found a comfortable place for me. My other friends arrived as well. I was glad to meet them up again. We shared stories until we realized that we're on that place finally. I went straight to the locker room and put my bag into my locker. Then, i went to the floor and started another busy day.

            I had the first call. Since then, i recieved a lot of calls... from the kindest customer to the racist one, to the stereotypical ghetto nigga one... to a grandpa, a latina, a housewife, a student, a girlfriend, a gay, lesbian, old, young blah blah blah customers. I looked at the wall clocked and learned that it's alread 12noon. Finally, the day is over... i logged out, went outside to the locker room, got my stuffs and waited for the bus 'tilli found myself at home again.

            Day after day, that was the kind of life i had when i worked. It's not that i'm a workaholic type of person but i was really into it. I got tired and stopped working. But somehow, there existed a pinch of pain in my chest when i left that place. Somehow, i missed it a lot. And after a couple of months, i was given a chance to go back. And now, as of this very moment, i'm only counting hours before that moment when i'll finally go back to that place.

            I'm afraid, yet excited.

           That's how i feel right now. I can feel that i'm not totally ready for this, but surely, i still want to continue and fight. I didn't even sleep this night so that i may fall asleep easily tomorrow. haha! Because i'm pretty sure that i'll have difficulties in catching some sleep because of the excitement that i'm feeling right now. LOL

            Well, this is absolutely a new journey. A new story. A new season for my iQor escapade (ooops, i wasn't supposed to tell it as early as now. haha!) Anyways, i'm excited. That's it! And i guess that would explain why i'm gettin' hyped this past few days.   

            I'M GOING BACK!

            "Are you ready?"

            Once again, i gazed above that clear blue sky and felt the ever changing wind that blows around me. I say "i guess, i deserve what happened." I couldn't believe it at all that i'll be coming back to that place and that fact alone, makes it harder for me to sleep because honestly speaking, i am getting excited to go back. I really don't know how to put it but, i guess this time, i'll see to it that i'll be better that the "me" back then.

            Too much has happened and enough has been changed. Now, i could say from the bottom of my heart that i really deserve this new oportunity to try this road once again. I deserve this chance to correct all of the mistakes i've done before, and pull the best out of me in this new track that i'll run in the coming days.

            What makes me sad afterall?

            Somehow, it's painful for me to take this path again... because i know it to myself that i'll miss those friends that i had along the way during those hard and unseemingly beautiful days of my life. Saddening, that i'll go ahead of them... ahead of those people i had during those days when i couldn't think of any path to take, those people who didn't left me... those who stood beside me, facing those painful days together. Thank you guys, and i'll miss you so much for we might not be able to hang out often in the near future, unlike those days...

            Last night, i felt so relieved when i saw the offer letter on my mail box. Without hesitation, i downloaded the file and did the instructions that the woman i've talked to the other night told me to do.

            "I Accept."

            That what i've clicked as a cue that i'm ready for a new battle. Honestly speaking, i'm not really aiming for something great but surely, i'll aim for the best. I know their quite similar however, i treat "BEST" and "GREAT" different, and there's a story behind that. :)

             Well, as of now, i'm still waiting for another call. A call that would decide if i'll stay with my previous project or i'll be assigned into another one. But actually, i am hoping to stay with my previous one... i don't really know why but that's what i want it to be... Anyways, i'm really glad because i'm about to live that kind of life once again, be it painful or not, be it a tear or smile, i want to be happy and i want to give my best in every single thing i'll do. This time, i'll grab it! Yeah! I'm sure.

            Here i am... and as of this moment, i am Gettin' there :)

            As my day ends, as the lights were turned low, as my eyes close, an unexpected predicament has happened. I was about to end my day, and prepare myself for a new boring day ahead. However, i suddenly heard a familiar sound. My mobile phone was ringing.

            "At this time?" i thought. Who would call me at this time? My heart was trembling fast at that moment, but i decided to face my fear. I answered it and i could say that that call has been a wonderful one.

            The voice of that woman is so calm and familiar. Our conversation went really well and after that, i just found myself sitting at the edge of my bed, speechless. I was so shocked. It was really unexpected.

            I became so happy and thankful at that time. ITS A MIRACLE. that's what i thought. Like few hours before that happened, i was talking to my friend about leaving just incase i haven't found a job.

            But i guess, that won't really happen now. Why? Because of that call -that GREATEST CALL. Now, who really was the person who called me? Yeah. She's from my previous employer. She's from the place that i've really missed. And she was telling me that i can always come back whenever i want.

            No one can actually describe how i feel as of this moment. I'm tearfully happy. This is the greatest call i've had recently.

            Well, its definitely been awhile since i've posted something here... i guess? a couple of days ago? LOL. well, to all those wonderin (if there are any..haha), i'm still here at the same city. I mean, i didn't moved at all. The same place. The same stage and the same situation. I really don't want to say that i'm gettin' tired but its like i'm gettin' used to it... but i know, it's unnecessarry. lol

            Well, as what i've just realized... "It seems that i can't find myself from the map now... and i gotta do something to raise my flag on top again." It also seems like i've been aiming for this thing for quite sometime but nothing has really happened and now, as fast as a lightning... i've been strucked by a volt. I want to do something immediately.

            I need to get out of this city before the sunset.

            That might give me a couple of pain. That might give me a bunch of challenges. That might bring me rainy days once again. But right now... as of this moment, i don't want to think about all those blues. All i want is to move forward. Out of this city. Running forward into this straight and long hi-way of life.

              Hoping that there are no traffic jams ahead ^_^